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Friday, May 23, 2014

Reality Hits Us All

I have gone through a lot of messed up things in my life and I cannot even explain how it felt. But I am going to try through these blogs that I have found that relates to my life:



When I was going through some toxic relationships with my friends and family, I would feel trapped and lost inside my head. I knew no one else would understand me and I did not want to explain myself to anyone either. I was just so done with people at that moment. So, this post from my first blog choice helped me through and actually explained the same things I was going through. It was like they read my mind. The blog is about freeing the mind, body and creating peace within yourself. That is what I needed. 

The second blog is about staying positive and this post helped me the most. Now, if anyone really gets to know me, they will come into terms that sometimes, I can be the most negative person. I do not intend to, but so many things in my life have been so negative that my mind subconsciously made me negative. I was in a very dark place and nothing anyone said was making me feel better. Why? Because they all said the same thing, "It will get better" and "You will get through this" and "Stay strong". I had enough of that crap and wanted to hear more of reality than comforting words. And to be honest, those words did not comfort me at all. It just made me feel like those people had nothing better to say and had no idea what I was going through.

Finally, the third blog is about health and wellness. This blog helped me with recreating my health again. But guess what? No matter how healthy and well you are, loneliness hits you. Hard. So, this post made me realize that at times, being alone is okay. It is good for you. You do not have to be surrounded with people 24/7 and you do not have to be doing something every day to be happy. Sometimes, it is nice to just sit home and watch movies or do something you love alone or walk around the city or just sleep. But do not misinterpret loneliness and being alone. Being alone is temporary for your own good and loneliness is forever isolated from the world.


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